WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Guys and Gals!!!!
I have news for you all :)
1. I got a JOB :)
2. I AM GETTING MARRIED
*WeEeeeEeeeEeee WeeeEeeeEeee*
to an amazing man who knows how to make me smile.
I am so glad I met you Lateralbuzz.
And here you go I am going to say this so that the whole world knows how I feel about you
"I love you "

Can't go to bed...

I can’t seem to go to bed tonight. I am exhausted, both physically from all the exercise and mentally from all the study. Yet I can’t seem to go to bed. :(
It’s not so much a nagging thought, just a bit of self doubt I guess. I know I am not in complete control of my life or even know exactly what I want.
I have different parts of me that wants different things, A part of me wants to go backpacking around most parts of the world, do some aid work in Africa or even India for a couple of years. Another part of me wants to work and build my future. And yet another part wants companionship. Depending on the day you talk to me and the time of the day I could want any one of those three lives.
Sometimes I wonder if I can roll them all into my one life, and other time I feel it’s not possible.
I guess only time will tell where I end up and how happy I will be and yet, I am unwilling to let go ... to be out of control.
At times I feel life is too short to analyse and regret ones actions, sometime I think we should just “go with the flow”. Then there are times when I feel… I guess “go with the flow” is only good if people don’t get hurt. And sometimes, it’s hard to predict the future and to know if your actions or decisions will hurt anyone.

Welcome Back Lateralbuzz :)

Am so glad you are back to our blog world. It just wasn't the same without you. I hope no future events will make you want to delete your blog again.

Tachi, Tachi Tachi!!!! sakaglilva putta? heehee :)
churu oota nu madu hange. bare halu kudi beda.
k :)

My Insane but happy life ...

First of all.... Thank you for my miracle. :)

Not a lot of people know how insane my life really is.
This semester is not too bad at all considering... I am working only over the weekends and I have cut out on all the extra-curricular activities, halted my social life and of course... am doing 6 subjects instead of the usual insane 8.

You would think am cruising right!!!
WRONG!!!
I have the tremendous knack of complicating my life and making things hard for my self.
:) I have to say… half the problem is I am way too emotional.

Analyse, analyse, analyse…. My brain does not want to stop the self-analysis. And then there is the procrastination – one of my worst faults. Sometimes I think the busier I am, the more organised I am.

Now that I am on a mission to set every little thing straight in my life, lets hope I have good news all round in the next few weeks.
Top of the agenda is to get my nasty project completed, and at the same time loose a bit of weight… will keep you updated… with a lot of positive news I hope :)
Psssssssss…. Fingers crossed for the job interview on Wednesday.

I have to also add…. “Welcome to my Special Man.” I am so glad we met. Every message, every call… makes me smile :)